A disturbing trend has caused me many a sleepless nights in recent months, and I'm not refering to the over the top magazine articles that actually think people care if Jen and Brad are going to make it in their marriage. (my prediction...no.. but I prophecy that when it comes down they will be quick to say they're still good friends, still love each other and have great respect for each other as people and artists blah blah blah, which will at least get them even more publicity as we follow there pain in hopes that they CAN love again.). No the trend I'm refering to is the fact that many Christian kids, always late teens to early twenties, have no idea how to think like a Christian. Of all the "heat" I have taken with my show and my style, I have actually been given MORE respect from mainstream non-believers than these Christian kids I speak of. Now let me say that they MEAN well, and they are in fact followers of Jesus, but what they don't see in themselves is that they have grown up in secular schools, watching MTV, and are not aware that they have been brainwashed to THINK like secular relativists. In their desire to prove how enlightened and loving Christians should be they have learned to unthink the fact that if Jesus is who he said he was then there are times when the truth of an idea is going to offend people. This is the key element because there is a chasm of difference between being offended by a malicious personal attack, and being offended because you don't like what you hear. The truth is supposed to offend because truth is a wedge that will supplant ego when it comes to deciding what we are allowed to indulge in, and if you've ever had your ego supplanted, you know how painful THAT can be! Jesus promised this because relativism teaches that all beliefs are equal, meaning we get to set our own rules about life. Fun if you want to indulge the flesh, not fun if there is a God that is saying "NO NO children....ouchy!". Problem is, even if you allow someone to not believe in gravity for the sake of not offending their sincerely held belief, you are soon going to have the pleasure of scooping their remains off the pavement with a shovel as these sincere believers go to prove their theory by flying off the closest building in the vicinity. Christians believe in absolute truth so they have be prepared to redefine the secularly imposed definitions that the relativist believes when it comes to certain observations about society. For example, what the relativist defines as hatemongering, the Christian defines as the right to dissent, because we believe in God imposed moral borders.(also an American idea found in the 1st amendment). What the relativist sees as judgmentalism, the Christian is SUPPOSED to see as discernment.What the relativist defines as anger, the Christian is supposed to see righteous indignation. What is tiresome for the performance artist is the myriad of those who have never walked in our shoes to constantly believe it is their duty to point out how badly the artist is doing in pursuing his or her call. I know many Christian artists who have similar experiences in being hurt by those in society who are quick to judge w/o sufficient information, who self appoint themselves as the guardians of what package Christians may come in, but these critics all have one thing in common....they have never ventured out to become artists/communicators themselves.They see those who are on journey as some kind of robots that have no feelings or emotions but simply are available to be attacked on a whim and THEN  be expected to respond with Christian dignity, humbleness, and repentence. Unfortunately I'm the wrong guy to experiment on. My first response as a Christian who also studies martial arts is to lovingly greet these brothers with a holy roundhouse kick to the head, followed with a continuation of grace as I proceed to beat the snot out of them. I looked this concept up in the Bible and as of yet have found no loophole that allows this technique to fall in the category of "..be angry  (yeah!)...but sin not!( ahhh, CMON!!) No I'm afraid God has lessons for me which consist apparently of, suck it up, try to enlighten, be open to seeing if a grain of truth resides in the critique, and yes, love your neighbor as yourself. I believe in courageous Christians that accept the fact that true love will take some heat from secular society since we are commanded to be the lone carriers of the message of Jesus "THE" truth. Much to my chagrin that applies to me as well. As a Christian, I pretty much suck, I admit, but I'm trying and greatly appreciate the encouragement I have received from the thousands of fellow pilgrims who actually are proud to call themselves my fans. No my friends, maturity often times does in fact demand turning the other cheek and avoiding violent confrontation whether it be in dialogue or especially in physicality, but trust me, I'm still searching for loopholes!! brad vanished